Revolving Emotion

There's nowhere to turn anymore...
Only dust and debris all over the floor...

They ask if I'm okay
I say yes but in my heart I'm not okay...

I don't wanna hurt them with my pain...
I wanna keep it to myself and save their own suffering.

To build the highest tower and just forget the world.
I will not fall into the corruption....

Weak smiles, and meek faces
The real pain is behind them,
there is always a bad patch of the past

If only it ended. The world would be sane. The world would be safe.

But slowly and quickly, it siphons the happiness...
The darkness overcoming the light...
The fears spur me on, I don't wanna give it up, I fight to survive but....


I just collapse. I let the tears just flow. Can't hold it back anymore. It needs to come out now...
Don't you know about being strong? For too long. I hope you do, because I can't take, much of this onslaught anymore.

Fake smiles, glum faces
What has this world evolved to?
A void of darkness envelops us all...

I fear... the word END
The mere concept of termination


Does that kingdom above exist? Do we really live after we cease? Or is it an alchemy just to keep us happy...?

I don't know what to think anymore. I feel myself weak and vulnerable. I wanna run away and never return to see all those... Fake faces.